2011... Au Revoir

Bison in Paris... I'm Definitely in My Zone

I'm in Paris for New Years with two of My BF's from College . Can you say  OUI OUI. With 2012 Just days away I'm feeling like it's gonna be and eventful year... Happy New Year in Advance !!!

Tis The Season To Be JOLLY... Da La La...LA

                      Location: Harlem, USA

Sitting in My Closet Room trying no to Panic 

                      when I really should be in DC... But I'm Smiling cause I mean it looks better than

TEARS, But anyway Happy Holidays !!!

"Oui Oui Raggedy"- Nicki Minaj

So I'll Be going to Paris for the First Time Very Soon. 

Excited, but also kind of wanna see the real Paris ---> Gully Side...If ur from Paris or have been any suggested sites or scenes for me and my crew ???

STOP: HAMMERTIME

Is This thing On... *Plucks Imaginary MIC* ... Hi my name is Valita, and I'm an Awful Blogger. In a world of Bloggers I'm just another one ranting and raving, most times pointless, sometimes not. A Blogaholic.  I Blog everyday just about but never on My OWN DAMN Blog. I Constantly Blog On FACEBOOK though ,well today that stops...maybe, but anyway long story short today was a dreary day rain, running around and randomness. It all started with a laugh, led to inspiration and is ending with a dance...I know I know I know... Gurl U TALK TOO MUCH SHUT UP....

The LAUGH

via DailyMailOnline

Flavor Flav at Heavy D's Memorial Service...Really Sir!?! I saw this in my Morning Reads and BOL

*RIP Heavy D*

The Inspiration

Can U imagine Loving someone since 7th  grade... over a decade later...I Love Her...This is How U Become an Oldhead...Legs Crossed...

The Dance

Make that MUhtherfucker HAMMERTIME !!!

Sometimes ALL U need is to Laugh, Dance and Be Inspired

Besitos V

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE... PLEAAASE

Bare With Me... 

Having a Bit Of Thinker's Block...

LOVE

Jamon Diaries... The BLASE Life ... With an Introduction by Ambition

A lot can go down in a day , tons more in a couple months. I deleted my blog MURDER SHE WROTE and then revived her, okay my HU cronie Simone did, Shouts to the techies of the world. So here we are back up and running to Rant and RAVE but mostly Rant about Life and what it all Really means, Lifestyles of the broke and shameless, young professional SINGLE girls who spend all there money on clothes ,assecories and trip, trivial shit  Random Stuff, So much has occurred in the month or so that I was not blogging. I deleted my facebook got back on, I went to Spain, reunited with friends said goodbye to friends, Argued with Friends, cried with friends, went to cookouts, celebrated Tupac's 40th in BK. Oh yeah and  I moved to Harlem and also I finished College (or suntin' like that ) , but most importantly I came to a realization. What I realized is too Much for One Post but these realizations will soon manifest themselves into a more coherent Read. So here goes, Blase Ambition Part 2: Post Grad.

What is Blase Ambition ?

Blase Ambition Defined - No Specific Order (Mix and Match given Definitions until One Suits You )

* Blase- 1. Uninterested because of frequent exposure or indulgence.

     2. Unconcerned; nonchalant: had a blasé attitude about housecleaning  Everything.

     3. Very sophisticated. ( according to webster's online dictionary) 

* Ambition- a : an ardent desire for rank, fame, or power

                      b : desire to achieve a particular end

                          2

: the object of ambition <her ambition is to start her own business>

                          3

: a desire for activity or exertion 

Hello Again It's Me... V 

This blog is a peak into the world of a 21 year old 20 something idealist, the who, what , why and WTF's and sometimes a WEAR . I'm Blase occasionally Ambitious and Always Always Always ------> GOING.

                         

I'm Baaaaack ... Uh OHHH !!!

Ur Either With Me Or Against Me... There Is No In Between

I Just Wanna Be I Just Wanna Be ... AMAZING

                         Drake and Trey had a Song better yet an anthem a while back, “I Just Wanna be Successful” But Honestly I just Wanna BE AMAZING… IN EVERY WAY… But In order to Be Amazing You Have GET OVER YOURSELF and Literally GET OUT Of Your OWN WAY… BUT Then AGAIN Maybe I’m just Thinking Wishfully Or Better Yet DREAMING You Ever Notice How The Most AMAZING People Are Few and Far in Between…And the Most Amazing thing about Amazing People is they Are Completely Centered in Self and Yet they Live their Lives Selfless… I guess U have to Be Chosen to be Amazing Like AMAZINGNESS is an Innate quality I don’t think it’s at all a Learned Skill… Oh Well hahaha… Woe is Me and my Status Quo Pipe Dreams

GetttttttttEM ( DC Gurl Voice ) ...

                                              
 If ever there was a moment I wished I could be a Ghost Writer for the Prez He Cooked Donald     Trump  Ass Butt Seth Myers Yo...HE FRIED THAT ASS... Get Into It
                  

            

                  Every Dog Has their Day... Note To "The Donald" Have some Class Pick up your Face...

                            

Motivation: " Look At Me Now I'm Gettin' PAPER"

                                                CONGRATULATIONS TO MY FRIEND NIA  

Nia My HU/DC "UREA" Homie and one of my Only Friends that's slightly a Little More Neurotic then Myself Found Out She's Graduating... We've Played Tag Team Slash Coach to Each Other these Last Few Semester's at Howard U...It's Been Middle of The Night/Midday  Breakdown Calls...Reminder Text and Emails and Countless Motivational Speeches... It's Crazy How You can find something in yourself to push those in your circle to keep going even when you want to quit your self... If You Didn't Go to a Backwards HBCU sans Rich Parents and have Big Dreams that You Had to Fund Yourself  and people telling you left and right "No You Can't", You have no Clue about what I'm Getting At in this Post Lol...But the Point is Today NIA WON... She's Blase She's Ambitious a Little Delusional But she Won and Now She 'Bout to continue to GO GET... Cheers to Her

The Other Day We Had a Conversation about Naysayers, Hateful people and FcukWit Professors with Low Self Esteems and Unchecked Egos and how we've navigated some of the roughest, nastiest personalities and she said this, "Gurrl but you know what I can NOT wait for the day That I've reached my first lil career Height and I can come back and see some of the people that called themselves holding me back, especially * BLANK *  smile in her face and say Look at Me Now"... and in unison we said "I'm Gettin' Paper"   in our Best Chris Brown Snotty Voices

I Love Chris Brown for that Come back Single It's Right to the Point , I did what you said I couldn't I'm doing what you wish you could I might have fell Off Been a Complete Mess But 

Look at Me Now I'm Gettin' Paper 

For Us That's The Motivation *Self Actualization* 

What's Your Motivation

I Want to Be Free and I'm Gonna Be...Point Blank PERIOD

I'm Disturbed

If You've Ever wonder what it means to be Black in America... Ultimately it means even when you've Touched the Sky and Become President You'll be SPAT on and Asked to take it In Stride with a Smile on your face like a Happy Negro... Well I Say Fcuk That there's no Grace or Humility without RESPECT

Picture Me Rollin'

When I told My Professor today he won't make me or Break Me I really Felt It...At This Point My Focus has change from Near Sight to Full Scope ... Picture Me Rollin' ( Tupac Voice Lls ) Can You See It... Cause I Do... Like the Old Master P I feelin' Like After this school thing It's No Limit... Your Only as Bound as Your Mind would have you to believe...Do Whatever it is you wanna do it's just that simple...

- V

HER

It was LOVE at First Sight...Sheika Mozah...Queen of Qatar, Mother of 7...Frock Star

COIN & CABARET

Ode to Queen Mother

POWER

KANYE IS QUEEN MOTHER

MOTHER OF THE RULING MONARCH HE IS THE TEMPLATE/SCALE/QUANTIFIER FOR ALL THINGS RELEVANT CIRCA 2004-  

HE TAUGHT U HOW TO DRESS , HOW TO DROP OUT OF SCHOOL, NOT JUST HOW TO GET A COIN BUT HOW TO SPEND IT ... BOOKS COULD BE AND WILL BE WRITTEN ON HIS INFLUENCE

ALL HAIL QUEEN MOTHER

                                                                

Much was said about what Ye said at the VMA's 2009 but what of what He Gave... Henney Amber ROSE and a Timb on the Red Carpet = Fuck U Slay ME

Honesty and A MIC

CUT THE BULLSHIT

Favorite Ye Quote: WAIT TILL I GET MY MONEY RIGHT... Excuse Me Is U Sayin' Something...U Cain't Tell Me NUFFIN'

ALL HAIL QUEEN MOTHER

I LOVE KANYE FOR BIENG HONEST, FLY, INSECURE AS FCUK, ICONIC

PAYING HOMAGE

- V

Life's a Bitch and Then U Die.........

                                                          

Meet Life ...My Cousin Had her Posted on her profile Page...I mean U might Laugh or Feel Fright at the Sight Of This Pic but the First Thing I thought Was LIFE...This COuld Easily Be Me Or You....Just a Thought

" Life's a Bitch and then You Die, That's Why We Get High"- Nas

-V

PAUSE

                                        
                                     On a Pill More than Likely, but still I feel You...Love this Cheers to Chris !!1

Life Is Not Fair, But Happiness Is Key

ODE to 4/20... SO HIGH

Ur BOOTY Might Be Bigger But I Still Can Pull Ur N----...But I Don't Want Him

                                      More Baduism's...Sometimes it is what it Is and it's nothing U can do about it...

But then again when Ur Cleva U never Know

Then again There's always Plan C... COME UP

Da Lalala...Fresher Then The Other's I'll Cook Like Ur Mother...I'll Bring the Honey U Just Bring The Money....Fingers Crossed Behind My Back

V

The World is Mine When I Wake Up, I don't Need the TIME

You Ever Woke Feeling Invincible. Sure, We all Have taken the Night Once Or Twice, but to Take the DAY... WoW... You Roll over Look at the Ceiling , Clean Slate...feeling like the ONE...and then Alarm Clock, Cell Phone Rings Something, Someone, Tells U the Time...WTF ... Reality Smack...Ms. Badu Said it Best , "The World is Mine when I wake Up...I don't need nobody telling me the time..........Time Not Nobody Friend ( No S ) Baduism of the Day

SEEING Is Believing... Yes, I Hear YOU

                                                              

                                                                  

                                                                       

Ambitious Gurl U just Tryin' WIN...

                                                        
                                I'm somewhere tryin' get My Life Inorder... If at all it's Possible
                                                          
                                                                                 - V

" Don't We all Just want to be Rappers"

IDK why I've been doing these Music Post Lately... I envy Musicians I'm not Musically inclined at all even though low key I used to play Violin for like five minutes and I was in Glee- Club throughout elementary... but yeah , I sucked Lls... But anyway about a month ago I was having a conversation with someone and I told her my lil brother wants to rap and her response was , "don't we all" and when I think about it secretly we all do...Maybe you don't want to be Soulja Boy but you can't honestly say you've never daydreamed about actually being you favorite musician... The Allure is in the freedom I think the freedom of expression the freedom to BE LOUD to PROVOKE to MAKE LAME SHIT COOL but MOST Importantly the power to INFLUENCE... But even more Low Key if I could incarnate a musician I would have to be a Jazz Man... Like if this was the 40s and 50s I would want to be Dizzy Gillespie 

Yungin' was the Coolest before his time an intellect he could dress and he did what he wanted when he wanted and unlike many of his peers he was never strung OUT... But Yeah Dizzy Love

The PRODIGY

My Last Post reminded me of How I used to Live for Nas...Unlike Jay Nas has chosen to stay just successful enough to be paid but outside of the establishment personally I feel his talent could easily have him surpass Jay but maybe his ethics or refusal to launder himself has kept him out of that POP bracket but When He took Jay-Z's Mantra flipped it and used it to Make His Comeback...  Nas'  'ETHER"  was the ultimate Flip ...

Life in this Country is a Big Game with Few Half Times... Nothing is more Fundamental in Americana 101 than the "FLIP"... WHY am I writing about this IDK Lol I guess I'm book Marking it though For Future Reference

Love Nas the Prodigy 

I WILL NOT LOSE... EVER

IF NOTHING else I LOVE Jay-Z for gifting My Generation with that Most Perfect Mantra, "I Will Not Lose"... Granted He's so Established Now He doesn't really say it much anymore  but circa the Life and Times of Shawn Carter albums he couldn't get enough of it...New Money Outsider...Late Bloomer Corner Boy till the age of 25, Not the Prettiest Face, Skinny, HighSchool Drop Out from the Real Hood Not the Rap Hood a grimy Housing Project... Listening to Jay all I hear is a dude Blindly Ambitious who was gifted with an inner voice...And My inner Dirty Little Street Kid  is Inspired...All Signs Pointing to NO his story defies Logic..." Feeling Myself I don't even need an X Pill... Meanwhile I had Oprah in the Projects chillin' on the step, MJ at summer Jam Obama on the Text Ya'll should be afraid of what I'm goin' do next"... Oprah Has no Respect for rappers she Loves Jay... Obama is so afraid to reference street culture but he references Jay in his speeches...I mean I'm far from a Jay stan, it's Tupac Forever and Nas Won the Jay vs. Nas Battle years ago, but Tupac is no longer here and Nas be in slouch  mold....Jay he is old Boots now like 41 and at times a bit pompous, a bit too establishment POP but he did what few do in life SELF ACTUALIZATION ... HE WON ...when I  need a serious boost all his rhymes I memorized in high school start playing in my mind "Mama ain't Raise No Fool Put me anywhere on God's Green Earth I triple My Worth ... I will Not Lose Put Suntin' On it...  I sell Ice in the Winter I sell fire in Hell , I am a Hustler I sell Water to a Whale...I was Born to get Cake, was born to Dictate Never Follow Orders... I Will Not Lose...EVER", a verse from the song You Don't Know which seems to be my theme as of Late...We All Identify with DRIVE whether we have it or not... Drive is Magnetic... Mine  won't dim no matter what kind of showers it's that median between being completely Blase or Completely Ambitious...Whether Your a Jay-Z fan or Not you gotta #1 Love Him for that Mantra #2 Making Something Out of Nothing and #3  Seeing as how you can't escape a reference of him he forces anyone to look in the mirror and say If Yungin' could have every reason to be Basic and ended up Legenderrry why can't I and why shouldn't I strive... Whenever someone's trying to Stop Me from my immediate goal I do take it personally I say F this but then I think Jay-Z, "I will Not LOSE"... Granted  half the time I would prefer to throw in the towel and run Off with the Circus, but, "Hey, there's Money to be Made"... One time my friend said you know you on to something when people go out of there way to give you problems or hold you back...People Fear sunshine sometimes an light... It's like that Jay-Z effect for every 2 people that Love him 6 people hate him half of those who hate him probably because He turned Hard No's into Straight Yes's...IDK Having a Jay-Z moment "Can I Live"...Damn It Jay- Z or Maybe Thank you Mr. Carter IDK Lls ( Laughing Like Shit )  Random Post But Yeah Sometimes that's how it BE

Favorite Jay Moments:

- Just V

And When I'm Completely Thru I Simply I Zone Out...

Jay-Z Once Said, "I Got No Patience and I Hate Waitin', He was referencing his romantic Pursuits,...I couldn't agree with him more Only I'm not pursuing T&A just  CTC... My Thing is Cut To the Chase...It was He who also said, "When My Situation ain't Improving I'm Tryna Murder Everything Moving, Feel Me"...Sir, I couldn't agree More...It's Very Hard Knock Out Here Yet Here I sit In This Institutional Bubble Daydreaming instead of Popping Off... Maybe I'm Shallow Never Learned to swim wading in the Water Bout to say Fugget All and Drown Gracefully if there is such a Thing.... But at the End Of The DAY.............................................POP

Eat, Dress, Be... Like a CupCake...Sweet and Nicely Packaged with Sugar on Top

A Break from All the Craziness, to Dance, Jump on My Bed, Live in the Moment and Smile from Me to You

- V

It's Thursday... Do You Know Where Your Favorite Blogger Is ???

Hey You Guys That are Reading Lol... I wanted to first Say thank you for reading even if you give my blog just a once over every now and then and second I wanted to shout out Alexandra who taped me on the Shuttle Bus yesterday to tell me she Loves my Blog...Day Made... Also I wanted to thank all 28 of you guys who went a step further to subscribe... There are many things I want to share with you guys but I BE On the GO trying to get out of undergrad once and for all and put some order to the entropy that is my life but anywho I will get better at posting I want to change some things on my blog aswell. I also have a youtube page so I've decide to sometimes post a video instead of a blog...Long story short cause I'm running late even as I type here is a video I did recently. I shall storm my blog with new post sooner than later, aswell as my mini break post and again thanks for the support Yah ( DC Girl accent) .

                                            
                                                       There's No time Like the Present so do that shit    NOW !!!
                                                                        
                                                                                     - V.A. Doll

Shut it DOwn Saturday: Feat. Aunty Josie...She Got a Butt She Got a Business...SHE BAD

"She's a Black Supremesist in Olive Skin with a Princess Jasmine Face and Green Eyes that Go OFF so Ofcourse I Fcuk with Her she's My Aunty Josie...Why Wassup??? She's Egyptian which means don't fcuk with her and don't get her Fcuked Up" #DrunkenRANT....But the Sober Version is SHE A BAD WOLF WOLF and I Love Her Cause what's Not To  Love about That Package and She'a DC Gurl to Boot...

I needed to Go to NY for Exactly 5 Minutes this week and I called Josie aka Aunt Josie to see if I could Crash with Her... The way we Met is too random and long a story for this post... I call her Aunty as a sign of respect although she's only a few years older than me lol...but  she Gets all GRACES from Me...Aunty Jo is One Of Those amazing People that Only the Right People Know...She's The Sleeper... She's Smart, She got a Donk and she runs her own boutique PR Company in NY but ultimately she wants to feed people cause PR is not a Lifetime Gig... Once Upon a time She Interviewed for the Director of Communications position for Playboy Magazine at the age of 20...No she didn't get Hired but Now she works for SELF...NUFF SAID

I didn't go on Spring Break this Year But NY was Part work Part Cigarette Break that I Needed...I got Some work done and I Had the Most Random Fun You Could Have in 5 Minutes...Case in Point this is Us at Uncle Matt's Barber Shop in the LES at like 3 am ...More about that in a Later Post

" I'm way to Neurotic to be working in an office with other Neurotic Publicist, I'm to antsy to sit at a desk all day so I said I'll start my own business, work should be finished by 12 pm  so you can enjoy the rest of your Day"- Aunty Jo

Always Give Grace 

- VaVa

The Adventures of V featuring MONROE aka The MONROE show featuring V

"Sometimes I ask myself why are all my friends either Boogie as Hell or absolutely Bananas Insane..."

                   Enter Gabrielle Monroe aka Monroe the LOUD BLONDE...

How Does a Text that says I need U to see what I'm GIVING today I'm gonna stop By Turn Into 7 hours of Debauchery aka The MONROE show... Off Some Chill Random Craziness I ♥ Monroe she's Insanity x 2 but then again I can't Stand Her LoudTail  She puts the EXXX in EXXXTRA Everytime we PoWow it's Insanity I had to Capture this in a Post But My Camera ALWAYS ALWAYS DIES WHEN I'm with Her...Anywho Not as Good as Real Time But Here's the SHort of Our LAZY SUNDAY

We went to pick up Monroe's friend Dante and while we were waiting attempted to take some blog flicks which I'm horrid at by the Way 

Me Pretending to Hail a Taxi

Oops My Flyy was Sooo Open Lol

Monroe is far better then Me at the "Blogesque" photos... I think it's all the Aloof Poses and the Looking Down that throws Me Off...I'm so used to giving Face and a Smile in My Photos...Lol

We did some Light Vintage Shopping for Monroe's Graduation Trip to JAMAICA... She's Literally been Shopping for this trip forever...GURRRL U take One "Lil Trip" Lol Dante's Face was Priceless he was so OVER IT ALL

More Dante hahaha

Dante is starting an Awesome Collage Featuring a Little Oprah...Well atleast I thought it was Dope 

Monroe Showing her area Code at Dante's House...(404)...Yes East Atlanta Shawddi

7 Hours Later we Had Dinner at Matchbox they Have these RedLight Corners I  tried Giving My Best Sensual Seduction Face #EpicFail My Justice Braids Have My Edges So Snatched My ForeHead is times five Now

We Shopped, We Spilled We Chilled and Danced or Monroe Danced Rather... We were Loud and Obnoxious We  Laughed we Fought We Pulled Each others Hair and Had Dinner and Called it a Night...Till Next Time

PS Our Theme Song of the Day Was the Following: 

But Only Cause We're Bammas 

* Bamma = Ridiculous, Absurd, the MOST

JUSTICE

Apparently Your Hair Has a VOICE...They Say it Speaks VOLUMES about your person... I've wanted The Justice's aka the Janet Jackson Braids every since I saw Little Neighborhood Gurls in My City wearing them back in '08...I'm not a Huge Fan of Braids because #1 I'm Extremely Tender Headed and #2 I like too change my hair Up and braids take so Long to get done that I literally will have them in my hair forever to avoid taking them out....But when I saw these Little Gurls wearing these big Rope Plaits it took me back to one of my Fave Films Poetic Justice and How Beautiful Janet was in the Movie all time Favorite Janet Look....I thought to Myself Yesss Maybe there Life for Braids after Puberty

I ran this idea by my friends only to recieve side Eyes and No No No's... I heard everything from Don't do that to yourself to FlatOut Laughs..."That's Def a Hood Look and it's Late" was the Synopsis of what was said...

Cut to Fall 2010 Solange Knowles Brings Back the Justice Braids...Tho alot of people clowned her she def gave validity to the Look that had since spread to NY and Philly and many a Blogging Chick... And when I ran the Idea of the style past my friends again I recieved alot of ..."They could Possibly be Flyy" and " I can see U with them"...But now I was questioning whether or not to get them with gradution pending I thought to Myself are they interview friendly what will they "GIVE"... You Know how You get drilled especially at HBCU's about professional appearance and Employable Marketability 

Longstory short I went for It and I'm kind of P'd that I waited like forever because ultimately I Love them even though I do kinda fell 15 with them...and I know for every couple people who Love the style their will 3 people thinking I'm yung and thuggin' Lol...Oh well Hair is Hair, U should always have fun with it...I just Might Not interview for a Month or So

Loving My Justice's... #JiggaBoo Status

HA !

Ur Thoughts ???