Motivation: " Look At Me Now I'm Gettin' PAPER"

                                                CONGRATULATIONS TO MY FRIEND NIA  

Nia My HU/DC "UREA" Homie and one of my Only Friends that's slightly a Little More Neurotic then Myself Found Out She's Graduating... We've Played Tag Team Slash Coach to Each Other these Last Few Semester's at Howard U...It's Been Middle of The Night/Midday  Breakdown Calls...Reminder Text and Emails and Countless Motivational Speeches... It's Crazy How You can find something in yourself to push those in your circle to keep going even when you want to quit your self... If You Didn't Go to a Backwards HBCU sans Rich Parents and have Big Dreams that You Had to Fund Yourself  and people telling you left and right "No You Can't", You have no Clue about what I'm Getting At in this Post Lol...But the Point is Today NIA WON... She's Blase She's Ambitious a Little Delusional But she Won and Now She 'Bout to continue to GO GET... Cheers to Her

The Other Day We Had a Conversation about Naysayers, Hateful people and FcukWit Professors with Low Self Esteems and Unchecked Egos and how we've navigated some of the roughest, nastiest personalities and she said this, "Gurrl but you know what I can NOT wait for the day That I've reached my first lil career Height and I can come back and see some of the people that called themselves holding me back, especially * BLANK *  smile in her face and say Look at Me Now"... and in unison we said "I'm Gettin' Paper"   in our Best Chris Brown Snotty Voices

I Love Chris Brown for that Come back Single It's Right to the Point , I did what you said I couldn't I'm doing what you wish you could I might have fell Off Been a Complete Mess But 

Look at Me Now I'm Gettin' Paper 

For Us That's The Motivation *Self Actualization* 

What's Your Motivation

I Want to Be Free and I'm Gonna Be...Point Blank PERIOD

I'm Disturbed

If You've Ever wonder what it means to be Black in America... Ultimately it means even when you've Touched the Sky and Become President You'll be SPAT on and Asked to take it In Stride with a Smile on your face like a Happy Negro... Well I Say Fcuk That there's no Grace or Humility without RESPECT

Picture Me Rollin'

When I told My Professor today he won't make me or Break Me I really Felt It...At This Point My Focus has change from Near Sight to Full Scope ... Picture Me Rollin' ( Tupac Voice Lls ) Can You See It... Cause I Do... Like the Old Master P I feelin' Like After this school thing It's No Limit... Your Only as Bound as Your Mind would have you to believe...Do Whatever it is you wanna do it's just that simple...

- V

HER

It was LOVE at First Sight...Sheika Mozah...Queen of Qatar, Mother of 7...Frock Star

COIN & CABARET

Ode to Queen Mother

POWER

KANYE IS QUEEN MOTHER

MOTHER OF THE RULING MONARCH HE IS THE TEMPLATE/SCALE/QUANTIFIER FOR ALL THINGS RELEVANT CIRCA 2004-  

HE TAUGHT U HOW TO DRESS , HOW TO DROP OUT OF SCHOOL, NOT JUST HOW TO GET A COIN BUT HOW TO SPEND IT ... BOOKS COULD BE AND WILL BE WRITTEN ON HIS INFLUENCE

ALL HAIL QUEEN MOTHER

                                                                

Much was said about what Ye said at the VMA's 2009 but what of what He Gave... Henney Amber ROSE and a Timb on the Red Carpet = Fuck U Slay ME

Honesty and A MIC

CUT THE BULLSHIT

Favorite Ye Quote: WAIT TILL I GET MY MONEY RIGHT... Excuse Me Is U Sayin' Something...U Cain't Tell Me NUFFIN'

ALL HAIL QUEEN MOTHER

I LOVE KANYE FOR BIENG HONEST, FLY, INSECURE AS FCUK, ICONIC

PAYING HOMAGE

- V

Life's a Bitch and Then U Die.........

                                                          

Meet Life ...My Cousin Had her Posted on her profile Page...I mean U might Laugh or Feel Fright at the Sight Of This Pic but the First Thing I thought Was LIFE...This COuld Easily Be Me Or You....Just a Thought

" Life's a Bitch and then You Die, That's Why We Get High"- Nas

-V

PAUSE

                                        
                                     On a Pill More than Likely, but still I feel You...Love this Cheers to Chris !!1

Life Is Not Fair, But Happiness Is Key

ODE to 4/20... SO HIGH

Ur BOOTY Might Be Bigger But I Still Can Pull Ur N----...But I Don't Want Him

                                      More Baduism's...Sometimes it is what it Is and it's nothing U can do about it...

But then again when Ur Cleva U never Know

Then again There's always Plan C... COME UP

Da Lalala...Fresher Then The Other's I'll Cook Like Ur Mother...I'll Bring the Honey U Just Bring The Money....Fingers Crossed Behind My Back

V

The World is Mine When I Wake Up, I don't Need the TIME

You Ever Woke Feeling Invincible. Sure, We all Have taken the Night Once Or Twice, but to Take the DAY... WoW... You Roll over Look at the Ceiling , Clean Slate...feeling like the ONE...and then Alarm Clock, Cell Phone Rings Something, Someone, Tells U the Time...WTF ... Reality Smack...Ms. Badu Said it Best , "The World is Mine when I wake Up...I don't need nobody telling me the time..........Time Not Nobody Friend ( No S ) Baduism of the Day

SEEING Is Believing... Yes, I Hear YOU

                                                              

                                                                  

                                                                       

Ambitious Gurl U just Tryin' WIN...

                                                        
                                I'm somewhere tryin' get My Life Inorder... If at all it's Possible
                                                          
                                                                                 - V

" Don't We all Just want to be Rappers"

IDK why I've been doing these Music Post Lately... I envy Musicians I'm not Musically inclined at all even though low key I used to play Violin for like five minutes and I was in Glee- Club throughout elementary... but yeah , I sucked Lls... But anyway about a month ago I was having a conversation with someone and I told her my lil brother wants to rap and her response was , "don't we all" and when I think about it secretly we all do...Maybe you don't want to be Soulja Boy but you can't honestly say you've never daydreamed about actually being you favorite musician... The Allure is in the freedom I think the freedom of expression the freedom to BE LOUD to PROVOKE to MAKE LAME SHIT COOL but MOST Importantly the power to INFLUENCE... But even more Low Key if I could incarnate a musician I would have to be a Jazz Man... Like if this was the 40s and 50s I would want to be Dizzy Gillespie 

Yungin' was the Coolest before his time an intellect he could dress and he did what he wanted when he wanted and unlike many of his peers he was never strung OUT... But Yeah Dizzy Love

The PRODIGY

My Last Post reminded me of How I used to Live for Nas...Unlike Jay Nas has chosen to stay just successful enough to be paid but outside of the establishment personally I feel his talent could easily have him surpass Jay but maybe his ethics or refusal to launder himself has kept him out of that POP bracket but When He took Jay-Z's Mantra flipped it and used it to Make His Comeback...  Nas'  'ETHER"  was the ultimate Flip ...

Life in this Country is a Big Game with Few Half Times... Nothing is more Fundamental in Americana 101 than the "FLIP"... WHY am I writing about this IDK Lol I guess I'm book Marking it though For Future Reference

Love Nas the Prodigy 

I WILL NOT LOSE... EVER

IF NOTHING else I LOVE Jay-Z for gifting My Generation with that Most Perfect Mantra, "I Will Not Lose"... Granted He's so Established Now He doesn't really say it much anymore  but circa the Life and Times of Shawn Carter albums he couldn't get enough of it...New Money Outsider...Late Bloomer Corner Boy till the age of 25, Not the Prettiest Face, Skinny, HighSchool Drop Out from the Real Hood Not the Rap Hood a grimy Housing Project... Listening to Jay all I hear is a dude Blindly Ambitious who was gifted with an inner voice...And My inner Dirty Little Street Kid  is Inspired...All Signs Pointing to NO his story defies Logic..." Feeling Myself I don't even need an X Pill... Meanwhile I had Oprah in the Projects chillin' on the step, MJ at summer Jam Obama on the Text Ya'll should be afraid of what I'm goin' do next"... Oprah Has no Respect for rappers she Loves Jay... Obama is so afraid to reference street culture but he references Jay in his speeches...I mean I'm far from a Jay stan, it's Tupac Forever and Nas Won the Jay vs. Nas Battle years ago, but Tupac is no longer here and Nas be in slouch  mold....Jay he is old Boots now like 41 and at times a bit pompous, a bit too establishment POP but he did what few do in life SELF ACTUALIZATION ... HE WON ...when I  need a serious boost all his rhymes I memorized in high school start playing in my mind "Mama ain't Raise No Fool Put me anywhere on God's Green Earth I triple My Worth ... I will Not Lose Put Suntin' On it...  I sell Ice in the Winter I sell fire in Hell , I am a Hustler I sell Water to a Whale...I was Born to get Cake, was born to Dictate Never Follow Orders... I Will Not Lose...EVER", a verse from the song You Don't Know which seems to be my theme as of Late...We All Identify with DRIVE whether we have it or not... Drive is Magnetic... Mine  won't dim no matter what kind of showers it's that median between being completely Blase or Completely Ambitious...Whether Your a Jay-Z fan or Not you gotta #1 Love Him for that Mantra #2 Making Something Out of Nothing and #3  Seeing as how you can't escape a reference of him he forces anyone to look in the mirror and say If Yungin' could have every reason to be Basic and ended up Legenderrry why can't I and why shouldn't I strive... Whenever someone's trying to Stop Me from my immediate goal I do take it personally I say F this but then I think Jay-Z, "I will Not LOSE"... Granted  half the time I would prefer to throw in the towel and run Off with the Circus, but, "Hey, there's Money to be Made"... One time my friend said you know you on to something when people go out of there way to give you problems or hold you back...People Fear sunshine sometimes an light... It's like that Jay-Z effect for every 2 people that Love him 6 people hate him half of those who hate him probably because He turned Hard No's into Straight Yes's...IDK Having a Jay-Z moment "Can I Live"...Damn It Jay- Z or Maybe Thank you Mr. Carter IDK Lls ( Laughing Like Shit )  Random Post But Yeah Sometimes that's how it BE

Favorite Jay Moments:

- Just V

And When I'm Completely Thru I Simply I Zone Out...

Jay-Z Once Said, "I Got No Patience and I Hate Waitin', He was referencing his romantic Pursuits,...I couldn't agree with him more Only I'm not pursuing T&A just  CTC... My Thing is Cut To the Chase...It was He who also said, "When My Situation ain't Improving I'm Tryna Murder Everything Moving, Feel Me"...Sir, I couldn't agree More...It's Very Hard Knock Out Here Yet Here I sit In This Institutional Bubble Daydreaming instead of Popping Off... Maybe I'm Shallow Never Learned to swim wading in the Water Bout to say Fugget All and Drown Gracefully if there is such a Thing.... But at the End Of The DAY.............................................POP

Eat, Dress, Be... Like a CupCake...Sweet and Nicely Packaged with Sugar on Top

A Break from All the Craziness, to Dance, Jump on My Bed, Live in the Moment and Smile from Me to You

- V